go back to past...

i wish that i can simply go back to the past, coz i always make mistakes... i'm suffering rite now because of my past mistake... i wish that they never exist... sometimes i wish i never exist... so, i make some stupido action to my fren... to cover up or let say to get rid of the feeling... i just don't talk so much to them... it suck bro... to live like this... i wish i had never know them from the begining... just go back to the past and meet that old mistake guy and said to him.... not make those things... but yet... i'm wondering that i might broken up the past... and maybe i'm not exist...anymore... maybe better that way... i wish that i can forget the past... but it's hard man... really hard...